feeling low...duno why?maybe because of results or what? i really hope that our friendship will stay long like last time...i really hope so... if what i do wrong or do anything that make u feel very fan pls tell me i will changed de...i promise. hope the day ahead will be better...wish***wish***wish***
u will never understand how i feeling now? i bet u dun because u were either busy or wat. Is like i got time accompany u were busy cannot talk or what.Is like when i really my heart into it than u like this treat me? hello i am going camp u no? u dun1 spent the remaining time with me?Wat about i going HK?the same? i bet.Yesterday after injection than chest pain like hell go c doctor.Than when i tell u are playing game. Than like i m a idiot waiting stupidly for your call.u no what i was like hoping that yesterday u will come over my house to c me but u did'nt, so never mind le. Than today u came my tuition there to fetch me i was like hoping to spent more time with u because i m going camp than come back will be quite busy with dance preparing for HK. so less time le=( What am i in your heart??? Are we drifting apart??? Do u understand em???Do u really no how i feeling???I was like feel that when u really nid me than u come find me than when u dun nid u put me aside.HEllo am i a present to u??? it is hurting but never mind maybe is i too demanding or never give u your freedom ba. Hope the days ahead will be better.......wish***wish***wish***
jeanne lost
Today last day of exam which is ART!!! i dun really like art juz do because exam wwat. I was like drawing my art which take me around 1 hour to finish drawing. Than i was lazy to go outside to take water than borrow a bottle of mineral water from chen shuang. Than i was painting half way through when i turn my paper i spilled the whole bottle of water onto the floor, MALU!!! than nevermind evelyn and fion give me tissue paper to wipe while wipe the floor QIAO DAN spilled his water also onto the floor dam funny la.ok but he did nt clean up like wat i did.Than continue with my art.PAInt finish duno wat to do next lor can sleep de lor so LONG!!!o ya eveyln brought a very big in size de sharpener for art,haha. Than finally 11 ms tan collected our art work. actually i plan to go with u to repair my phone but u say u goin sum1 house the most at nite than come find me than i say nevermind at first i was like angry but in the end nevermind go repair my phone alone lor since u nt free. IF tmr u nt free again i really duno wat to say le because i alr book u for tmr and tmr ur time should my time le lor. i no i sometime very demanding showing u attitude i no is my wrong.Is that when i reali put my heart into the relationship because i no how to treasure it le after so many thing happen but i bet u duno how i feeling each day. I no u will read my blog so nevermind let u no how i feel but i no offence de hor i juz writting out my feeling.still saving money to buy ur birthday present for u!
Jeanne
haha haven been posting for a few days le....due to exam.before exam happen a few things which will nt make ppl feel good de or wat. Firstly is gina and yl argue nt like last time that good le.i duno what really happen to them. Than i have some relationship which is cause by sum1 that make me and him argue nearly break. But in the end we ok le. Than after that got EXAM!!! First day got english and chinese paper1.English still ok to me but chinese i thin i goin to flunk le because i dun even no what i writting.Just that my chinese SUCK like hell. Than the next day which is science.Chem, Bio and physic.This science thing make me sleep at 12 wake up at 2 to study until 6. After science is just like a stone is taken out from my heart.BUT the next day still got geo and math paper1. Geo also make me sleep at 12 wake up 2 to study until 6 also.The math paper 1 is like i got alot of qn duno how to do than is die le lor. i make alot of careless mistakes.Than Monday got english and chinese paper2.English is still ok but chinese is gonecase!Than today is math paper2 and literature. Literature i write 1 qn i page than evelyn say i siao.Most ppl use 2 paper for lit but evelyn juz only use 1 pierce of paper for lit. As for tmr is ARt! i plan to draw HALLOWEEN! because is coming and still got 1 more reason.October i save alot of money jus to buy the thing that u always wanted but u dunno. Tmr after exam goin to bring my hp to repair.Anyway hope to pass my art and all exams as i really wish to go the class i wanted for next year.Goodluck every1! Yl dun think too much le cheer up=)
jeanne
